Sunday, 30 May 2021

Stop meddling in my affairs and know your place coz i hate you


Let me just begin with I hate you  and I’ll never stop wishing you the worst life have to offer.


You've caused me pain and tears until it doesn't hurt anymore. And to justify your actions you come up with she said this and  that and you expect me to stop and explain myself? I am past that. You should know the world doesn't revolve around you anymore and bytheway I have better things to do. You can assume any role you want in my life but just know that you mean nothing to me. I dont have any love for you, I dont care about you, I dont care about your feelings... Their's nothing else left in me concerning you, only hate!!! 


So news flash, I hate you. And that is why I have nothing to prove to you. You can believe whatever you want to believe, anything she tells you just assume it is the truth and act on it whichever way you want to act on it. Honestly, did you ever think that I would want to prove anything to you? Whatever you think of me Doesn't count, coz I do not care! and always remember that From the depth of my heart, I truly, honestly and deeply hate you!!!



No, i do no love you, not even one bit, not at all!!! 

I hate you with a passion,

And I really hope that you hate me too... 

You make my heart throb with evil,

Because you are so vain.

And i will hate you beyond my dying days!!!

Tuesday, 11 May 2021

I WILL PAY THEM IN THEIR OWN COIN

 


I cried!!! 
For they caused me pain,

Tears burned my eyes,

For days I slept in my room,

Crying...

Feeling empty,

Hurt by their actions.


Tears in the mind,

Pain the heart can't share.

Anger wrapped up in deceit,

All because of their actions

 a blow on my esteem it was. 

But i will rise to my feet,

Dust myself, 

wipe out the tears,

And seek revenge.


The hurt, the pain and torture 

deep inside of me,

The scalding pain of hate.

The sadness deep inside my soul,

That was created by the anger.

The anger causes pain inside,

Too deep to understand.

And the pain, in turn, 

will cause,

More malice to my hand. 

As it gives me the psyke, 

To pay them in their coin. 


I will seek revenge

on those who hated me,

I will seek revenge on those who badly treated me,

I will seek revenge on those who berated me

and grated my tender feelings cruelly.



I keep my weapons ready,

for accidental accost, if any

to confront them...

yes...with open arms,

glowing smile,

gracious visage

and lastly

with a heartfelt embrace!


I will be happy to see him begging me please,

To see the fears in his eyes that were once my own. 

He will suffer. 

I will ruefully smile as i see her rolling on the ground,

Crying for what will have befell her.

with an embarassed face

and heart throttling guilt

accepting her total defeat!

I will pay them in their own coin,

Or even worse!!!


now by all the bitter tears

That I have shed for them

The racking doubts, 

the burning fears,

Every inch of pain, 

They will all be avenged!!! 


Or maybe they have forgotten the pain they caused? 

The axe forgets, 

But the tree never forgets, 

I will buy my revenge even if with my soul, 

Just to make them pay!!! 

They say if you plan a revenge then dig two graves, 

I have dug two, 

My own deaper,

Coz I am ready to pay whichever price, 

Even with my own life, 

Just to make them pay!!! 


And I hope... 

one day when the tables turn, 

that I am no longer sitting at them.

They will bear the pain like I did

They've made a grave mistake

I shall pay them in their own coin,

And the game they started,

Will end up in tears,

It will surely end in premium tears!!!


I shall pay them in their own coin