Tuesday, 10 June 2025

STRONGER IN THE SILENCE


 I held my tongue,

bitten with the taste of goodbye,
words unspoken—
secrets we didn’t have the courage to share.

You posted your love
like a flag unfurled,
bright for the world to see,
while I was the secret,
the hush between the lines.

I reached for you,
a trembling hand through glass—
blocked, erased,
like I never existed at all.

Yet even now,
my heart traces your shadow,
craving the warmth
of a friend, a smile,
just the smallest bridge back to you.

But the bridge is gone.
You didn’t have the words,
and I didn’t want the lies.
So I stand here—
on the quiet side of my own heart,
learning to let go.

Because sometimes the ones we miss
are the ones we must leave behind—
to find ourselves again,
stronger in the silence.

Wednesday, 21 May 2025

CELEBRATING LIFE: A STORY OF SURVIVAL AND GRATITUDE

 


On November 27th, 2021, my family’s world stood still. That day, a phone call delivered news no one ever wants to hear. My brother, Radhison Komora Dadda, had been involved in a horrific accident near Gede. The caller, through tears, described the severity of the situation and urgently requested funds for an ambulance and a CT scan at Malindi General Hospital. At first, disbelief consumed me. I knew my brother was at home—or so I thought. Desperately seeking clarity, I reached out to the rest of my family. To our shock, the unimaginable turned out to be true.


A kind stranger had found my brother by the roadside, gravely injured, surrounded by onlookers who chose to take photos instead of helping. This Good Samaritan rushed him to Malindi General Hospital, where his condition was critical. He had suffered a traumatic head injury and multiple fractures, requiring immediate transfer to Mombasa for advanced care.

The next days were a blur of fear, hope, and prayers. My brother was admitted to the ICU, spending eight days in intensive care fighting for his life and enduring four days in a coma. His condition was touch-and-go, but against all odds, he pulled through. After a grueling month and a day in the hospital, he was discharged on December 28th, 2021, beginning his long road to recovery.

Reflecting on this journey, I am overwhelmed with gratitude. What seemed like an insurmountable tragedy became a moment of grace and resilience. My brother’s survival is nothing short of a miracle, a testament to God’s mercy and the power of family and faith. It was not just a physical recovery but a spiritual awakening for all of us. Through the pain and uncertainty, we grew closer to God, finding strength we didn’t know we had.

Today, I celebrate my brother’s life—his courage, his will to fight, and the unwavering support that surrounded him. His story is a reminder to cherish every moment, hold our loved ones close, and never underestimate the resilience of the human spirit

A Strange Dream That Lingers in My Mind

 

The other night, I had an unusually vivid dream.

My two younger sisters and I were in an enormous hall, having been kidnapped alongside a large crowd—enough people to fill at least two classrooms, perhaps even more. We were all herded into a single, cavernous room under the strict watch of heavily armed guards, each ready to shoot anyone who dared to escape. Though my sisters and I had been captured together, we were separated in the room.

As I sat silently, a stranger beside me discreetly handed me a book. We had no phones, and the book became my sole escape. I read nervously, stealing glances at the guards, my heart pounding with fear that one of them might notice and punish me for possessing it. But despite the looming danger, I thumped my chest silently and continued to read, determined to hold onto my tiny slice of freedom. Every time I heard footsteps nearing, my heart skipped a beat—but no one questioned me, so I read on.

Suddenly, one of the guards shouted that the building was collapsing—we were, apparently, on a very tall structure. While I expected the boss to dismiss the warning, he instead ordered the doors to be flung open. Self-preservation kicked in: he bolted out faster than even the prisoners. I ran beside him, but my sisters were already ahead of us. As soon as he stepped out into the stairwell, he realized it had been a false alarm. I feared he’d now turn on us, order our recapture, and lock the doors before the rest could escape.



Instinctively, I ran—faster than I’ve ever run before. I caught up with my sisters as they reached the main road, and without a word, I pulled them toward a different path—into the forest.

We sprinted for hours. My sisters begged me to stop, convinced we had lost our pursuers. But I insisted we keep going—"the goal is to get as far away as possible," I told them. I ran ahead, with them close behind. Eventually, deep in the woods, we came across a small settlement of no more than five houses—isolated and quiet. We passed quickly, not daring to stop.

Just as we were leaving, we encountered a woman walking. My sister, Dr. Rehema, recognized her and greeted her warmly, asking if she was a certain doctor. The woman said no, but revealed that she was the daughter of the doctor in question—also a medical professional. Rehema introduced herself, and for some reason, she had a phone with her. I asked her to take the woman’s number, just in case we encountered danger or needed help. She complied, though we didn’t explain what had happened to us.

We continued on until we reached a small town. We had no idea where we were, but saw buses bound for Nairobi, Mombasa, and Zanzibar. I suggested we head to Nairobi first, to regroup and figure out our next move. We couldn’t afford to wait till nightfall, as I feared the gangsters might scour town centers in search of escapees.

So we began the trek to the highway, a few kilometers away, hoping to catch a matatu to Nairobi. But then—ominously—we turned and spotted the lead mafia figure, a white man (unlike the African guards who had held us). I told my sisters, “You see? I warned you.” I hoped he hadn’t seen us, but his quickened pace toward us said otherwise.

We turned back toward the town center—still close enough for safety in the presence of others. As we walked, I was slightly ahead of my sisters. The man passed me and Hajilo, but when he reached Rehema, he seized her. Hajilo kept walking, but I stopped and shouted, warning her that we must fight to free our sister.

We fought with every ounce of strength and screamed loudly to attract attention. Eventually, he released Rehema. As we tried to walk away, he made one last attempt—lunging at Hajilo’s coat. I screamed for her to run, and she dodged him just in time. His hand clutched nothing but air.

We ran toward the town center again—and then, just like that, I woke up.

Reflection: What Could This Dream Mean?

I lay awake wondering: was this dream symbolic of something? Was it a metaphor for a real-life situation? Could it represent my fear of captivity in a situation where I feel watched, constrained, yet still secretly brave enough to seek my own form of mental escape? Or maybe it was a message about leadership, instinct, and protection—my natural drive to shield my loved ones, take decisive action, and outsmart danger?

It could also suggest the illusion of safety, the fine line between false alarms and real threats, and the idea that sometimes, in moments of crisis, the person who holds power is just as afraid as the rest.

Or maybe, just maybe, it was one of those dreams that visits us with no clear message—but lingers because it forces us to confront our own courage, love, fear, and strategy.

What do you think such a dream could mean? Have you ever had a dream that felt like a warning, a test, or a message in disguise? I’d love to hear your interpretations.

 

Sunday, 16 March 2025

POKOMO...A RARE GEM IN THE WILD

 So a few days ago I visited an old classmate in Nairobi, and she introduced me to her sister. As we were chatting, she casually turned to her and asked, “Have you ever seen a Pokomo?”


She blinked. "No, I only read about them in Social Studies."





The sister pointed at me. “Well, here you go! This is a real-life Pokomo!”

Her eyes widened like she had just spotted a dinosaur. "Wow! This is the first time I’m meeting a Pokomo in real life!"

Then she hit me with the ultimate question: “Is there any famous Pokomo that people know?”

Now, as a proud Pokomo ambassador (self-appointed, of course), I had to represent. "Ever heard of Danson Mungatana?"


She nodded enthusiastically.

"Well, he’s Pokomo! In fact, He is my relative!"

You should have seen her face—suddenly, meeting me felt like shaking hands with history itself.

Now, this isn’t the first time I’ve had such a conversation. Many times, I meet people from bara (upcountry Kenya), and when I tell them I’m Pokomo, their reaction is always the same:

"You’re the first Pokomo I’ve ever met!"

At this point, I should start carrying certificates to prove my existence.


Then comes the next question: "Where do Pokomos live?"

"Tana River County," I reply.

And without fail, someone will ask: "Is that near Athi River?"

WTH!

Let me set the record straight: I am a Pokomo from Buu Nation, Katsae Clan of Ngao London. I am a proud crocodile eater. We Pokomos are rare gems, an elite league of people who may not be widely known, but we are as real as it gets.

So, if you ever meet a Pokomo, consider yourself lucky—you’ve just encountered a living legend!

Lol 

Sunday, 30 May 2021

Stop meddling in my affairs and know your place coz i hate you


Let me just begin with I hate you  and I’ll never stop wishing you the worst life have to offer.


You've caused me pain and tears until it doesn't hurt anymore. And to justify your actions you come up with she said this and  that and you expect me to stop and explain myself? I am past that. You should know the world doesn't revolve around you anymore and bytheway I have better things to do. You can assume any role you want in my life but just know that you mean nothing to me. I dont have any love for you, I dont care about you, I dont care about your feelings... Their's nothing else left in me concerning you, only hate!!! 


So news flash, I hate you. And that is why I have nothing to prove to you. You can believe whatever you want to believe, anything she tells you just assume it is the truth and act on it whichever way you want to act on it. Honestly, did you ever think that I would want to prove anything to you? Whatever you think of me Doesn't count, coz I do not care! and always remember that From the depth of my heart, I truly, honestly and deeply hate you!!!



No, i do no love you, not even one bit, not at all!!! 

I hate you with a passion,

And I really hope that you hate me too... 

You make my heart throb with evil,

Because you are so vain.

And i will hate you beyond my dying days!!!

Tuesday, 11 May 2021

I WILL PAY THEM IN THEIR OWN COIN

 


I cried!!! 
For they caused me pain,

Tears burned my eyes,

For days I slept in my room,

Crying...

Feeling empty,

Hurt by their actions.


Tears in the mind,

Pain the heart can't share.

Anger wrapped up in deceit,

All because of their actions

 a blow on my esteem it was. 

But i will rise to my feet,

Dust myself, 

wipe out the tears,

And seek revenge.


The hurt, the pain and torture 

deep inside of me,

The scalding pain of hate.

The sadness deep inside my soul,

That was created by the anger.

The anger causes pain inside,

Too deep to understand.

And the pain, in turn, 

will cause,

More malice to my hand. 

As it gives me the psyke, 

To pay them in their coin. 


I will seek revenge

on those who hated me,

I will seek revenge on those who badly treated me,

I will seek revenge on those who berated me

and grated my tender feelings cruelly.



I keep my weapons ready,

for accidental accost, if any

to confront them...

yes...with open arms,

glowing smile,

gracious visage

and lastly

with a heartfelt embrace!


I will be happy to see him begging me please,

To see the fears in his eyes that were once my own. 

He will suffer. 

I will ruefully smile as i see her rolling on the ground,

Crying for what will have befell her.

with an embarassed face

and heart throttling guilt

accepting her total defeat!

I will pay them in their own coin,

Or even worse!!!


now by all the bitter tears

That I have shed for them

The racking doubts, 

the burning fears,

Every inch of pain, 

They will all be avenged!!! 


Or maybe they have forgotten the pain they caused? 

The axe forgets, 

But the tree never forgets, 

I will buy my revenge even if with my soul, 

Just to make them pay!!! 

They say if you plan a revenge then dig two graves, 

I have dug two, 

My own deaper,

Coz I am ready to pay whichever price, 

Even with my own life, 

Just to make them pay!!! 


And I hope... 

one day when the tables turn, 

that I am no longer sitting at them.

They will bear the pain like I did

They've made a grave mistake

I shall pay them in their own coin,

And the game they started,

Will end up in tears,

It will surely end in premium tears!!!


I shall pay them in their own coin

Tuesday, 23 February 2021

SUMMARY OF THE CONSTITUTION OF KENYA (AMENDMENT) BILL, 2020 (BBI)

 

The  Building Bridges Initiative was started on the 9th day of March 2018 after president Uhuru Kenyatta and Raila Odinga, decided to shake hands and unite the country that was at the brink of war.  What is now commonly referred to as the Handshake in Kenya.

They thereafter jointly formed a team of individuals who held public participation forums across the 47 counties in Kenya to collect views on what changes Kenyans would want.

The BBI team collected recommendations from 7,000 Kenyans and compiled them in what is now the BBI Report that was released on Wednesday, 27th November 2019 to the public for further discussion.

Depending on the response from the public after reading the BBI report, Kenyan might have a referendum to amend the 2010 constitution resulting in change of government structure.

PROPOSED CONSTITUTION AMENDMENTS

Nomination of Members of the national assembly and county assemblies

 The Bill proposes that candidates to be nominated from a party list for seats in the National Assembly and county assemblies shall be allotted on the basis of the total votes received by their political party as opposed to the current practice where such allocation is based on seats won by a political party.

 

Clause 45of the Bill proposes to amend Article 177 (Membership of county assembly) to change the nomination of candidates from being based on seats won to being based on the votes received by a political party in an election.

 

Executive to be represented in the National Assembly and establishment of the office of the leader official opposition and office of the prime minister

The Bill proposed that the Executive will be represented in the National Assembly by the Prime Minister, Deputy Prime Ministers, Cabinet Ministers Deputy Ministers and the Attorney-General. The office of the Leader of the Official Opposition is established. The existing disqualifications for the members of the county assemblies from being qualified to be elected as members of Parliament are removed.

 

The Prime Minister is to be nominated by the President from among the elected Members of the National Assembly from a political party having a majority of Members in the National Assembly through a stipulated procedure. 

 

Enhancing devolution

·         Clause 12 of the Bill proposes to amend Article 96 (Role of the Senate) to enhance the oversight role of the Senate on matters relating to all county revenues and their expenditures. The existing provision only mandates the Senate with oversight role on the national revenue allocated to the county governments and does not expressly extend such mandate to counties’ own source of revenue and borrowings and their expenditures.

 

Increase of constituencies and members of the national assembly

Clause 13of the Bill proposes to amend Article 97 (Membership of the National Assembly)to increase the number of the members of the National Assembly elected from constituencies from the current 290 members to 360 members. This is a consequence of the proposed increase in the number of constituencies.

 

Further, this amendment proposes to include the Leader of the Official Opposition, the Cabinet Ministers who are not members of the National Assembly and the Attorney General as members of the National Assembly.


Further, the amendment provides for the nomination of persons with disabilities and the youth to the National Assembly. Lastly, special top up seats are created to ensure the gender principle is actualized. However, in filling of the special top up seats, it is provided that a first priority in the nomination shall be given to candidates who contested for the constituency seats and were not elected.

 

Scrapping off of the position of women representative and creation of position of women senators

It is proposed for the Senate to have ninety-four members, each county represented by a woman and a man elected by voters in the counties. The position of women rep has been scrapped off.

 

Creation of the position of the Leader of Official Opposition.

It is proposed the Leader of Official Opposition shall be the person who received the second greatest number of votes in a presidential election and whose political party or coalition of parties has at least twenty-five per cent of the members of the National Assembly.

 

Broadening the executive structure

The Bill seeks to amend Chapter Nine of the Constitution on the Executive to broaden the executive structure to achieve inclusivity, cohesiveness, and unity for the benefit of the people. This Chapter introduces the office of the Prime Minister and two Deputy Prime Ministers, with leadership roles in the executive and Parliament. It also provides that Cabinet Ministers may be appointed from among members of the National Assembly.

 

Female deputy governor

Clause 47of the Bill proposes to amend Article 180 (Election of county governor and deputy county governor) to enhance gender parity in the governance of counties by providing for the candidate of the county governor, in nominating a deputy governor, to consider a person of the opposite gender.

 

Equitable share and other financial laws

Clause 50 of the Bill proposes to amend Article 203 (Equitable share and other financial laws) to ensure the average amount of money allocated per person to a county with highest allocation does not exceed three times the average amount per person allocated to a county with the lowest allocation. It further increases the percentage of funds allocated to county governments from fifteen to thirty-five to strengthen devolution and ensure that county governments have adequate funds to carry out their operations

 

Clause 54 of the Bill proposes to insert new Article207A (Ward Development Fund) into the Constitution to establish the Ward Development Fund. The Ward Development Fund shall comprise of at least five per cent of all the county government's revenue in each financial year and ensures equitable distribution and development in the wards of money allocated or collected by the county government.

 Conclusion

BBI being an initiative that seeks to cure political issues that have faced the country since independence, it is expected that three political groups will emerge. Those that support BBI, those that reject BBI and those that have no interest in it. As it stands, Raila Odinga’s party ODM seems to be fully in support of the BBI while jubilee party is divided between two groups: Deputy president William Ruto’s supporters identified as  “Tanga Tanga” that started opposing BBI before it was released and president Uhuru Kenyatta’s supporters identified as “Kieleweke” that are in support of the BBI referendum.